Fail.

Agh, I failed to blog yesterday. :[


My blogs are quite confusing as it is, but I think everything's about to get even more confusing, sorry. Lol.

I realized, I don't have as much emotional ties left as I thought I did. It feels more like I miss the memories. As time goes by, I realized what I have left and what was lost... and right now everything just feels right. Moving on is the best thing for me because nothing lasts forever. And I must learn to face reality. I confuse myself a lot of the times with the term "miss". It's just confusing because at times, I don't really know what I miss.

Of course, it's going to hurt. Because I have a heart you know. haha, but I believe that my heart will heal. With the help of others & a lot of strength from myself<3

I watched myself become more calm and relaxed. I watched myself growing up. I watched myself becoming a whole new person. And I've never been more proud. The next step is being able to accept that I will be moving away for college. That's so scary, I don't even know what to do.