Never Thought.

I never thought I would be going through double the heartbreak.
I never thought I'd be stupid enough to fall again.
I never thought this would happen to me.


It's poison in my veins. It's the disease I can't rid of. The ability to give
and not receive anything in return. I'm so burned out. I'm too tired.


I don't know what I miss more the happiness or being loved?
But I guess all that goes together as one. I've decided that I will go away.
I am going to Pomona. It's final, I need to be me. I need so much time
for myself. My heart deserves better... I DESERVE BETTER.


Please stop reappearing....