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Let's start with the positives, haha. Today school was really good. But me and Terry were trippin' out like crazy. There were bushes on this one pathway that I freaking swear were never there. omg I friggen swear >.< lmfao. And then in the library ah, pple were doing scavenger hunts, it was fun trying to help them xD.

Afterschool went to Sushi Mac with Alex & Barry. Had Baskin Robins. yum. [:
Then talked to Alex's little sister, haha. she's freaking adorable.
Then hung out at Barry's with Chris and Alex.
We're losers. lolllll.

Anyway, I don't wan tot complain but, I never seen my family at ease. Each day I walk through my front door, some shit happens. I'm a walking nightmare to my family. I don't do anything bad, and yet I get blamed for anything I do. My dad continues to critize me everyday, and yet he doesn't understand how much self esteem he kills in me. I want to go away, move away. Wherever. I just don't want to be here listening to his demands and the shit he says to me. I don't deserve all that crap, he will never understand me. And I will never want to be close to him, he's a sack of shit.