Ugly.

The world can be such an ugly place. At one point of the beginning of this year, I thought it would be different. That everyone would realize that it was time to grow up. Especially me, I was in serious need of growing up, and I still am slowly adjusting. But this year is already starting out so badly. The drama at home and the drama outside. I just wish I knew how to fix things, or at least get it back to where everyone just started to do their own thing. Just so that no words are tangled in between friends, and that no drama would start up. It kind of sucks knowing that I just can't put my word in anymore. I've gotten myself in so much trouble for that. And now I know that I need to sit back, and let those people take care of it for themselves. Besides that, today I was informed that a teacher from school passed away. A teacher whom I cherished and learned so much from. I didn't talk to him firsthand too much, but all I know is that he made an impact on my life. I couldn't help but cry and feel hurt that he is no longer here. I don't know what to think or feel from here...