Have you ever just felt tired? Tired both mentally and
physically? I'm unfortunately at the current state. I'm not sure why I am feeling this way. But, I feel like so much has weighed me down that it has pushed me into this state of being. I've just been waiting for my mom to come home because if things keep going the way they are at this point, I'm just going to collapse. Day after day, I feel more and more drained. Like something is sucking the life out of me, something that isn't letting me be happy. I'm so tired of being blamed for the stupid things at home, and I'm so tired of being tied down as if I were still a child. I just want to be out of here, I want to be free to frolic and experience things on my own. I want to be able to make my own mistakes, rather then be secluded from the world. Ah, this has become more of a rant, a sad rant at that. But this is how I feel and I can't control what I feel. Growing up is harder then it seems, for me. Or just for now.