I remember now.
I remember why I my heart asks for so much attention. I don't speak of it loudly, but my heart always calls for it. I can't be alone. Every time I seek for a helping hand, no one is there. Every time I cry, no one is there. Every time I honestly and truly have a break down, it's always someone new coming to my rescue. Why can't these people be constant? When I'm sad, you'd think I'd be able to call anyone right? But how come I didn't? How come it can't be them? Why can't I do it?