Words of encouragement.

From Alex Mena:


"i read ur blog.
very deep.
i'm sorry you feel that way.
but i wanna help u in any way i can.
if i were to have to repay anyone in this lifetime it would have to be you.
you've lifted me up off of my knees when i could no longer stand.
whether i had to face rejection from "that" girl or face reality with school and my parents.
you were there. by my side. through it all.
reading your feelings makes me feel like crap.
i wish i could take all of your emotions and swallow them hole. but i can't.
the only thing i can do is try to help you.
and hope that everything gets better for you.
you're one of the strongest people i know.
and i mean that with my heart and sole.
you used to be the one by my side.
through everything.
i think about it now and i'm certain that without you i'd probably be no one right now. and i'd probably be in jail. but i'm not.
all thanks to you.
i know that you can make it through this.
think about ur future. think about how everything in ur life right now will change.
the pain that ur going through will be changed. you will have what you deserve.
i love you Christina Nguyen with all my heart.
i'm here for you buddy."