I think this is the part where I accept that I'm heartbroken. I think this is the part where I have to accept that Quan is just my best friend. & this is the part where I accept the things Andy wants to do.. in order to better his life. But just because I'm accepting these things, doesn't mean I have to forget the memories right? It doesn't mean I can't reminisce and look back right?
This is the first blog, that I will spend my time writing in. The first one you will see what I am feeling. Or just what I miss.Through lyrics, through pictures, through my life.
The things I wrapped up in a box, I can't bare to throw it away. Every once in awhile I look back at it, and my heart feels warm again. It's like we have the love all over again.
He took care of me when I had chicken pox.
He spent two days making me food and keeping me company.
"We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it"
He drove his car, with no a.c, and took me to see my best friend. We drove many miles, and once we got her we drove even more to a lake. It was amazing.
He woke up early and picked up my best friend and came back to the valley to surprise me. We went Mini Golfing & ate sushi that day.
We spent so much time together you don't even understand & if i were to post every picture I would run out of room. When I look back at it, he did so much for me. He took me everywhere, paid for everything, & stood by my side. I took him forgranted and in turn I got this reckless him. I deserved it. But needless to say, I love that boy. And whoever has him next better treat him right.
Andy, stepped into my life when I felt like I couldn't do much more with my life. He gave me more understanding and more courage. & I'll forever be grateful for that. Grateful for having him to talk to everyday, seeing him when he was in the valley, picking me up in san jose, even coming to see me late at night., webcamming with me so i'd be less bored, texting me, calling me. & I accept that you don't want to talk to me now. But when you do.. I am here. It's unfortunate because I considar you one of my closest friends. And it's even more unfortunate because I still have feelings for you o.o But that part doesn't matter.
well i'm tired of thinking about everything. So I'll end it here. I doubt anyone would read this anway. I'm gonna try to be stronger, but if and doubt at least I'll have blogging to calm me in some sort of aspect right? [:
This is the first blog, that I will spend my time writing in. The first one you will see what I am feeling. Or just what I miss.Through lyrics, through pictures, through my life.
The things I wrapped up in a box, I can't bare to throw it away. Every once in awhile I look back at it, and my heart feels warm again. It's like we have the love all over again.
He took care of me when I had chicken pox.He spent two days making me food and keeping me company.
"We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it"
He drove his car, with no a.c, and took me to see my best friend. We drove many miles, and once we got her we drove even more to a lake. It was amazing.He woke up early and picked up my best friend and came back to the valley to surprise me. We went Mini Golfing & ate sushi that day.
We spent so much time together you don't even understand & if i were to post every picture I would run out of room. When I look back at it, he did so much for me. He took me everywhere, paid for everything, & stood by my side. I took him forgranted and in turn I got this reckless him. I deserved it. But needless to say, I love that boy. And whoever has him next better treat him right.
Andy, stepped into my life when I felt like I couldn't do much more with my life. He gave me more understanding and more courage. & I'll forever be grateful for that. Grateful for having him to talk to everyday, seeing him when he was in the valley, picking me up in san jose, even coming to see me late at night., webcamming with me so i'd be less bored, texting me, calling me. & I accept that you don't want to talk to me now. But when you do.. I am here. It's unfortunate because I considar you one of my closest friends. And it's even more unfortunate because I still have feelings for you o.o But that part doesn't matter.well i'm tired of thinking about everything. So I'll end it here. I doubt anyone would read this anway. I'm gonna try to be stronger, but if and doubt at least I'll have blogging to calm me in some sort of aspect right? [:
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