Sometimes I wish for things to be okay again, or at least in my perspective. At times, I don't know who to turn to or what to do. There isn't anyone who would listen or someone I know who won't judge me. I don't know who would just let me cry and scream. I need comfort, I need stability. Everyone's up and left me, and I can't restore that security anymore. I don't know who to trust or who's real. Everyone just knows bits and pieces of me, but no one will ever understand who I truly am or what's knawing at me. I've locked myself in this bubble and that's the only comfort I can find. But I feel so alone. When it comes down to it, my heart is shattered... each piece leaving with the person who broke me. Shouldn't I be happy? My birthday's coming up, and I only feel more stress. I only feel more hurt. How could I keep loving someone who doesn't love me back? How do I walk away when I all I want to do is hold on to the memories? I'm running out of energy. I can't keep enduring this. I just want to get away, I need a break. please.