Sometimes I try too hard. Sometimes I receive nothing in return. I'm drowned in you, but you could care less about how I feel. Even as my best friend, you fail so miserably. I am living in a memory of the OLD YOU. I'm sorry for who you've become. I feel awful for you. I feel saddened by the thought that you cannot see the deceptions in people. I feel ashamed that you can see pass my love and only see the bitterness. But that's where it ends. The bitter fights & lonely nights. I have never had to try this hard to just be someone's friend. I'd expect some effort back. Your not the king of the world and you aren't what you think yourself to be. Stop thinking so highly of yourself.