A Reminder.

I could not yet find what my heart desires. What is present now is what lacks of what I will. I've spoken up countless of times and it has been ignored. And yet I can't figure out why I cannot let go. The warmth you bring me is what makes my heart cold. I run to you, with no questions asked. Even though I know the outcome, I still choose you to be my savior. I've always loved you unconditionally and that is where I find my mistakes. You were always above me, I could not bring myself to love myself before you. I could not bring myself to hate you for the hurt you bring upon me. For the lack of my humility, I only choose to fight harder. You've always left me in the most harsh of times, but you've never looked back to realize how much you meant to me. The things we've been through cannot be recreated or replaced. The more I go on, the more I realize how unhappy I am without you. You've always chosen to come back to me though, when I needed you most. When all that mattered was that you had me in your arms. I grew stronger under your care, I accomplished so much with your help.